Eternal Serenity.

till death do us apart. or so they say. but what we part are just the memories of a lifetime. life is such an uncertainty. dwellings that were meant to meet their doom. sudden gestures of God that take us off balance. a likely situation that many would face, but not wat i had expected to happen with me. a twist of fate as they had it, and i sit meticulously striving through the years of growing up and i realised i have lotsa making up to do. to one, whu has passed on, ma sincere apologies for not being there through the last years. all the tears i shed cant be compared to the amount of guilt i have inside. i'll teribbly miss you. be good up there aight. it was splendid having you as a grandad, but too bad good things always come to an end. sometimes i wonder what He has in store for us. like why take away the good people and keep the scumbags on earth? or has He justified the fact that earth is indeed a place for such shitheads and screwballs to roam on? i sometimes wish i cd join the loved ones up there. away from all these misery that the world has to offer. too bad, ma time hasnt come i guess. and i must have sinned alot in ma past life to have to go through this hell-of-a-life in this lifetime.