W.O.M.E.N

its so hard to find the, or shal i say, a proper woman these days. as hard as they get, they simply resemble men. long gone were those wrinkled days where feminine was the word to go amongst women. now it seems, that thet word masculine has been re-defined by the very same mortals. but then there are some biches whu venture out to spoil the good name of all merry women out there. litle can be said of such dwellings for all they proclaim is self-respect and what they give out is utter disgust. respect yaself, and be respected. degrade ya dignity, and the words will follow suit.

SAD.ness.DENED

its so blody hard! damn i miss tht old man! i cant seem to digest that bitter fact till now! its like he was juz ard a few days ago and now he's gone? kinda odd that God takes away the good souls and lets the demented stay and roam this earth.or this was prolly why he had to go in the first place, for sucha man was not meant to dirty his feet on such soiled grounds called earth. but its gonna be real hard without him now. sucha dilemma has be-fallen this family and the empire is shaken at the lost of its king. a huge regret im sitting upon, for i never took the effort to spend much time with him in the last few years. well ma dear fren wherever you are, please do take care and remove whatever obstacles life has in store for me aight? wat are buddies for right!

Eternal Serenity.

till death do us apart. or so they say. but what we part are just the memories of a lifetime. life is such an uncertainty. dwellings that were meant to meet their doom. sudden gestures of God that take us off balance. a likely situation that many would face, but not wat i had expected to happen with me. a twist of fate as they had it, and i sit meticulously striving through the years of growing up and i realised i have lotsa making up to do. to one, whu has passed on, ma sincere apologies for not being there through the last years. all the tears i shed cant be compared to the amount of guilt i have inside. i'll teribbly miss you. be good up there aight. it was splendid having you as a grandad, but too bad good things always come to an end. sometimes i wonder what He has in store for us. like why take away the good people and keep the scumbags on earth? or has He justified the fact that earth is indeed a place for such shitheads and screwballs to roam on? i sometimes wish i cd join the loved ones up there. away from all these misery that the world has to offer. too bad, ma time hasnt come i guess. and i must have sinned alot in ma past life to have to go through this hell-of-a-life in this lifetime.

Women in ponytails, who do their nails

its been a long time since i wrote any shits down, and thtz cause i have had no time to even sit at the computer table ever since i started work! im in a total mess! or shd i say the company i work for is in a total pile or crap?!! its been 2nd week of work and nobody has came forward with the contract-signing, and tht puts me in the 'phantom' position in the company!! haha im juz a ghost in black and white cause i do not exist on the database!! i can juz choose to leave, walk-out or in ma context dissapear anytime i want. but ive made equal attempts to ensure i do get ma worth's pay in an event i decide to stay till the end of the month and more. ma shifts are horrible and i work amlost everyday in a week! i know feel the importance of stayin home on off days as the other 6 days are spent at work. i get ma ass back, sit for 5 mins and off to bed juz to get up at 4 in the morn to hit work. boy ive never spent this much of money on cabs in one week!! im hoping things wd turn out better. fuck i shd have thought twice b4 agreeing to this shithole. i miss the good old days. i wanna run away. i wanna elope. and im super underpaid for the shit i do. so many regrets in life. and all i have as a companion is alcohol. thank you ma frend.