procrastination is THE natural assasin.

a million doves meeting tranquility at its best. i see stars shining through clouds, reaching to be called by the many lovebirds on the ground. and i sit a distance from a faraway land under a well-sculpted rock-shelter. to me, the world's ending. i see images pass by, actions undone by man and tears rollin down from everywhere. just where was the peaceful world once sought after by children? i see playgrounds engulfed by poison, and flames eating up livelihoods. economical disease, as they say, has finally met with the rest of the world. ma bloody mary's finishing and i hvnt placed orders for ma cigars either. but i strut ma life on a thin line and watch as the clock ticks away to whole new dilemma. a world that sees no boundaries. a place where humans run amock. and i sit in the middle as king, reading orders from the Gods living in ma apartment, barked by 5 pitbulls and flocked by 27 topless fairies. Now do you feel me?

Liberal?

A women's dignity is THE number one killer. Its not bout respecting others tht come first, but respecting one's self. U dont gain anth by carrying out antics. Just the irritation of one man. If u hate the fact tht a particular lady grazing the lingerie section is directly givin eye signals to ya man, then dont attract unnecessary attention yaself! i mean u want every man to look at you but when another woman oogles at ya man you get all fired up and we get the blame for that too. I mean common, men givin u lewd and dirty looks at ya chest is in no way comparable to a lady sizing a man and applauding is manliness! Why dont women understand this basic principle? We men are not bringin our gfs/wives out to parade them, or shd i say, to entertain other men out there. Keep wat is meant for ya own beloved and dont publicize them ard like they're some public property. Like they say, in Rome, do wat the Romans do.

Regrets. Remorse. Revamp.

A few days. A few seconds. A few actions and "PRESTO" everything was gone.

A split of a second was all it took, and i lost ma life.

A mirage appears before me, and always carries an image of her in it.

A question keeps popping out in ma head...WHY??

My blog requires more words so i guess i needa invest in a good personal assistant. Any takers?

- Death Wish -

why do people juz love talkin bout other guys even after they get attached, more so they come and tell it to their own boyfrends...??

why do people see the fuckin need to talk bout their boyfrens to other people?? clealy i wdnt like it if ma gf talks bout me to her frens!

and for christ's sake ya boyfren aint a God so stop fuckin reporting bout him to others...some are juz fuckin pussies who don black suits and walk the nightlife.

and for all the galfrens out there, keep ya fuckin mouths shut when it comes to other guys aight. you will do a whole lotta favour to the guys whu proclaim you as theirs.

one more day..things arnt gettin any better.

screw this whole damn thing la i just wanna go away from everyone and start anew. im not getting anth positive here.

so for those whu read this plz spread the fuckin word around and not ur fuckin pussies.

Grrrrrr.

Destitue.

a sat night.

im stuck at home.

and everybody else has left me to fend with boredom, alone.

like wat a great way to start the bdae week.

lets just hope it doesnt carry forward to the weekdays...

othawise ill just have to lock maself up behind closed curtains, ignore technological innovations in the fone and internet and brush aside any happiness that others pretend to bring along on tht day.

cheers to this fucked up world.

Unseen stanzas.

why does this only have to happen to me? it looks like my greatest fear is gonna see reality. it seems like im gonna be alone on ma bdae, in contrary to the many years i had before this.

i never had this feeling before, i was happily attached on every other bdaes. interesting, to have a lucky streak broken.

s.h.o.t.d.e.a.d.

I suddenly feel all so lonely now. the presidency claim has shifted sides and i don see a landslide.
its like all the king's men and his horses decided to ditch me for the shadows.

i feel people have left me, left ma side. i feel the vast empty space happily surrounding me since there is nothin else to fill this vacuum.

i have lost all hope there is another life out there. i hate deceptions and everything tht comes along. truth and harmony can spend life together in a cell and share three meals together.

many questions have been left unanswered. i wanna know the truth behind the existence of Bigfoot. and if i will be able to count cards, and maybe read my own future...